When i finished writing the post before this I got an immense feeling of guilt. Inadequacy. Shame. That I’ve posted my raw thoughts although I’m not educated enough to do that. Well fuck that. Not fuck being educated. Fuck waiting for being eligible to do something that can trap us in this loop of constantly thinking it isn’t the right moment to start. I can definitely wait for when I feel like it’s the exact right moment to start. Until there is certainty in what I’m wanting is achievable. Sure you can prepare yourself for something by learning about it. When doing that to constantly postpone what you actually want to start because you think you’re not good enough to start it will lead to you probably never actually achieving anything you really wanted. Start whilst improving. They can co-excist. One doesn’t have to out shadow the other. Complementing at it’s finest. If I don’t start with writing then how am I going to be able to improve? My fear of doing something wrong which in this case is me not writing the correct words. Not adding enough value to someone else’s life. Not having enough knowledge to do it. It’s okay thoughts. I know you try to protect me. Though I know that my thoughts shape my reality which I would like to keep positive. Those thoughts aren’t contributing to that. Let me reframe that. Making mistakes is inevitable whilst necessary for me to improve. Even one word that might inspire one person can have a ripple effect that has value to someone’s life. As to not having enough knowledge leaves room for learning more. If you’ve noticed yourself feeling eager to start with something yet had negative thoughts holding you back. Suppressing it might leave you unfulfilled. It’s more worth it to start what it is you want to achieve.